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I just watched a kid drop some candy on the floor then hand it to his mom. She ate it not aware he dropped it.

I guess things aren't as weird as I thought.
I thought that I had lost him last week.
But instead he came back into my life, and even asked me out.
Figure that one out?
I suppose this is one way life is showing me that things aren't as dark as I had believed.
Talked to the one who ruined my life today.
Seems that she is still angry.
I still don't know why.

Just pulled $9000 to paint my car and put a few new parts in her. Oh but wait. The wife now knows of the money. There goes $1000 for two new love seats for the living room. I spent $200 just goofing... Another $5000 will go to pay off a credit card, That won't leave much. Carb will cost $500, Front disk brake conversion $800, Looks like the paint will have to wait. May as well get the $250 air cleaner too... lol.
Paint will be about $4000 to $6000. Maybe next year.

Working isn't to hard. Just do what your asked and do it well, and maybe you will get rewarded for what a great job you have done. Whats the point in complaining or doing something half ass? Your just bound to have to do it all over again.

I feel lonely, hopefully this turns in to something, I would love it if she says yes. she's considerably younger than I am but thats okay.

how does suicide start? I've thought about ways I could do it, but in the end I still wanna live, is that good? or is it bad that the thoughts are even there

I am really angry. This is because my parents seem to think that do things, just because my friends do them. Seriously? Just because I've turned 14 and went to high school, and all of my friends are not the best type of kids, it doesn't mean that I'm like that! Just because I hang out with them, doesn't mean that I will do the things that they do. Yes, I am more likely to want to do whatever stupid and dangerous thing my friends supposedly do, but I still have control over it in the end. Parents need to realize these things. The kids who get in trouble are the most fun to hang out with. But I can understand your concern. In a way.

I want in life is to be able to make a difference and leave an impression on as many people s I can.

Today was the first day I didn' text back and forth with Him. Is it weird that I completely missed having him there with me the whole day?

I think about him all the time. What is wrong with me? I am not one to be lovesick... Am I admitting I'm "lovesick"?