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Well, I'm a guy, age 17, sorta intelligent, love music, bisexual, in a good relationship, and I have quite a complexly screwed up psyche that gives me problems everyday. I'll end up writing more later in the day when I know what to write.

I liked him better when I was stoned.
At least then I didn't have the ability to string two thoughts together, and I didn't have the emotional capacity to be hurt by his bullshit.

I've lost 5 pounds in one week.

I'm not all too sure bout my life...Shawna and I are now just saying we're on break and will get back together eventually so that's good but idk, something seems wrong in life and idk what...

This will be the first Halloween that I am doing absolutely nothing. It makes me so mad! I mean...I love Halloween. It's my favorite holiday. But it snuck up on me this year, and I have already double booked myself as is!

I'm a street magician...
but with sites like the ellusionist and magic penguin... so is everyone else in this god damned world! every trick I have, every illusion that I use, every piece of mentalism in my book is now USELESS! Fuck off internet, don't you understand I live off my magic? its my job, its how I make my money, but I go to a kids birthday party and his little buddy tells everyone how I do everyone of my tricks and the mother asks for her money back NO FUCK OFF no refunds! why don't people understand that magic is not about learning from some stupid kit or some DVD you buy offline but about learning from a master, someone who can teach you the simple stuff and teach you to make your own tricks, I make a video of my OWN NEW EFFECT and a week later someone has cracked how its done and is selling the DVD with "Special Thanks" to me? No you do not have the right to sell my trick, and one of these days if I ever make enough money again to get a lawyer you're being sued for copyright infringement... thank you for reading my rant.

I woke up and immediately wanted to call him. But I didn't. Because I don't want to be a bother.

iCarly
Wizards Of Waverly Place
JONAS
Hannah Montana
Sonny With A Chance
The Suite Life On Deck
Good Luck Charlie

Help me, LOL. I'm so not a kid anymore.

I stopped taking my zoloft so I could try to be happy on my own. I don't think its working. I have be come lazier and I am a lot meaner when I dont even try to be.

My husband calls me broken. Says he wants a refund.

Do you think I could ever fix my self with out having to take prescribed drugs?

I guess I was doing so well on the drugs I really thought I my self was just happy. Things were/are going good in my life. but it seems with out them... i look forward to nothing in the day. I get so mad over the smallest things...

I want in life is to be able to make a difference and leave an impression on as many people s I can.