Strangers Diary - Free Diary Online

I guess I am just waiting to be noticed again. I kinda feel transparent like people are looking at me, but see right threw me. I need to add color to my life again, but how?

Do I stay because I love him or do I go because he doesn't love me anymore. I guess he doesn't have to have a good time with me when he has a great time with her. I read his email. It wasn't like I logged on. he left it up. yeah it was in the trash bin but he forgot to empty it. Apparently its been going on for months.

I never knew how upsetting it could be to see him text someone all night and not know who it would be.Its like I want to take his phone and read it as he sits there and laughs at what ever he has received. trust issues much?