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I don't know if I want to date you anymore.
I love you just the same. No more. No less.
But I think, in the end, down the road, I'm going to be the one who'll destroy you.
And you're worth so much more than that.

I encouraged Kris to love her. I think it's adorable how devoted he is to her. But inside, I wish he would love me.

It's dumb.
Today, I talked to an ex I haven't really let go yet.
He said that if he was closer, he would propose to me again.
My heart skipped a beat.
I felt like I was suddenly on fire.
God.
How can I tell Kaze that I am still in love with Regal!?

I have decided that there is nothing better in life than to be cared for.
Today, Kaze and I were talking about the future.
Even though it has only been one month, I feel so comfortable thinking about things like that with him.
And we've decided that we're never getting married.
But we're going to have a party and such when things get that far.
Hooray!
He's just so perfect for me, and he doesn't even know how much that statement is true.
I hope I can show him that.

I told the boyfriend that I might just be pregnant.
I even told him the situation.
He told me that since it happened before we started dating, it's fine.
We'll just go with the punches, and figure it out as we step up.
I'm all sorts of thrilled.
I don't know if I could have ever found someone better than Him.
It's like one step closer to forgetting RF.

I do believe today is a better day.
I woke up next to a guy who says he loves me.
When he told me, I couldn't help but grin.
I was really happy it was dark and he couldn't see my face.
Because I was seriously grinning like an idiot.

Today was the first day I didn' text back and forth with Him. Is it weird that I completely missed having him there with me the whole day?

Today I fell in love with a boy, but I am not sure he even notices I'm interested. Sometimes I wonder if I should just say it out loud just to test it out.

Would he run?

I hope not. Because if he runs, my heart would definitely break.

Why is love so confusing?