Strangers Diary - Free Diary Online

I Love mudkipz, just fyi... also its over 9000!!! and the game.

I'm a street magician...
but with sites like the ellusionist and magic penguin... so is everyone else in this god damned world! every trick I have, every illusion that I use, every piece of mentalism in my book is now USELESS! Fuck off internet, don't you understand I live off my magic? its my job, its how I make my money, but I go to a kids birthday party and his little buddy tells everyone how I do everyone of my tricks and the mother asks for her money back NO FUCK OFF no refunds! why don't people understand that magic is not about learning from some stupid kit or some DVD you buy offline but about learning from a master, someone who can teach you the simple stuff and teach you to make your own tricks, I make a video of my OWN NEW EFFECT and a week later someone has cracked how its done and is selling the DVD with "Special Thanks" to me? No you do not have the right to sell my trick, and one of these days if I ever make enough money again to get a lawyer you're being sued for copyright infringement... thank you for reading my rant.

If I killed myself, would they still say things, like I overbooked myself today sorry I can't see you, or press the ignore button on their phones? would they still say things like what about tomorrow or how about next week sometime, then when it comes around tell them they forgot?

Fuck the Human condition, it doesn't exist... at least not in me.

how does suicide start? I've thought about ways I could do it, but in the end I still wanna live, is that good? or is it bad that the thoughts are even there