A Strangers Diary http://www.strangersdiary.com Stranger #185 Diary Entries Post by Stranger #185 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/1012 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/1012 I fucked up. I huffed again. For the first time in 3 months. I cut again. I want it all to stop so I started smoking.
I'm destroying my body and I don't even care.

]]> Just once: | Post by Stranger #185 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/969 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/969 I want a boy who will do everything to keep me away from alcohol, rather than pressure to drink every weekend.
I want a boy who will nag me to quit smoking, rather than provide me with my cigarettes.
I want a boy who will wait until I'm ready to have sex, rather than try to use me and pressure me into it when I'm not ready.
I want a boy who will kiss the scars on my legs and tell me I'm beautiful despite them, rather than stare at them and think I'm sick.
I want a boy who will love and accept me for who I am, rather than leaving me because of my flaws
Just once, I want to be loved.

]]> Post by Stranger #185 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/787 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/787 Post by Stranger #185 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/786 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/786 Post by Stranger #185 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/782 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/782 The guy that got me drunk the other night... I realized he was only using me for sex. When I didn't put out, he told me we're over. I've been in love with him for a long time and I've tried to keep this from getting me down. But it seems impossible. It's so hard to stay strong when you really need to most. I try to remember that what feels good now hurts in the end. I need to stop getting caught up in the moment. But to be completely honest, he's the only reason I'm still alive; he saved me from my anorexia, he made me believe I was beautiful. And now it all seems like one big lie.

]]> Post by Stranger #185 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/780 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/780 I got drunk on Friday with the guy I've loved for a year. First time I've been drunk and needless to say, stuff happened. I thought he actually liked me for who I am because he always told me I'm amazing and beautiful. He kicked me out at 9 in the morning and hasn't talked to me since, and has ignored me when I try to talk to him. I don't want to jump to conclusions but I feel ridiculously used and I'm trying not to be hurt because I hate crying over guys... I hope I didn't make a mistake; I don't live in regrets.

]]> Post by Stranger #185 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/774 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/774 Post by Stranger #185 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/757 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/757 Post by Stranger #185 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/741 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/741 Post by Stranger #185 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/716 http://www.strangersdiary.com/stranger-185/entry/716 I'm only 16 years old and I've already had a sick addiction to huffing.
I had to fight and overcome the addiction alone.
I only regret it because now and again,
I still get cravings for it.

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